"Losing is not an option, pink is stronger than you think. Don't let breast cancer take away the motivation to achieve your dreams because together we can"
The real me is shy, awkward and hell lot emotional, but why do I hide the real me and pretend to be someone I am not, wearing this fake façade of masks. Always questioning myself come out break those walls show everyone the real you maybe they'll like you a lot more. Scares on my face blemishes that I hide away with concealer, concealing my thoughts as well. Why we pretend to be some one we're not, why can't we be the way we actual exists in our soul's, why we shape ourselves and mold our individualities, sexualities according to what other's want from us. I don't wish to hide my scares with products that I cannot even spell but with each morning I clean my face and then wear the same paint because my fear is what if some one notices me without this art and I go unrecognizable. This is what are mindsets have engineered that makeup is a necessity for women to cover up their flaws. Beauty standards are changing, evolving but yet we lack behind and that's why m...
2022 has been the most amazing year, it made me realize a number of things. Opened my eyes to the abuse i was blind to see and acknowledge. I promised myself when i entered 2022, i would not indulge or be involved in anything that makes me lose my self worth, is dangerous to my mental health. But i failed miserably and ended up getting my heart and my mind crushing. Not only i lost the dream or should i say an illusion of an image i was holding onto but i believe God needed me to see my worth and made me understand how i can restore my peace by just letting go. I preached in my blogs but i felt like an hypocrite as i never actually implemented the same on my life. I was miserable, suffocated and toxic to the brim being in a relationship where i adapted to being a pleaser and was always giving thinking in anything and everything would show the other person to love me more. All in all i was losing myself, i hated the person i was becoming and always questione...
Confessions and promises she made in the past went in vain, Because she kept coming back to the person, she wasn't ready to accept the first time she doubted his actions. Gave him multiple chances poured her heart for him. Allowed him to disrespect her several times and most recently as well. Knew within herself that he was not good for her, had all the reasons to end but something within her was so afraid to let him go. She allowed him to abuse her emotionally to such extreme levels that she was blinded to tell any difference between wrong or right. Love is kind and patient and endures every storm with this hope she hanged onto their bond but the honest truth is actually the reality of acceptance and knowing how the other person makes you feel. If without them you feel empty and with them you still feel the same than you're severely damaging your self-esteem and knowing all this still she was deep sea diving in hopes someday the sails would be easy. Read quotes, preached ot...
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