Sugar Rush !!


 "Last night I had a dream, You were the main course while I was the dessert

In dreams nothing seems stressful

Yet, when reality hits I am all dreadful

Over the course of these four long years

Tremendous breakdowns and patches reappeared

But, the sense of belonging always felt so strong with You

Fears and comforts all wrapped around You

One glance of your face makes all the worries go away

The miseries are lost in your eyes

If this isn't love then I never wish to be so high ".

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