Heartfelt note

Dear Mr. Monster !!

You came in my life unexpectedly. Gave me hopes and made me feel like I am the only girl in the world for you. Time and again we fought, sometimes you pushed me away sometimes i pushed you away.

All i ever wanted was for you to never leave me and you promised too. I was falling in love with you everyday, You consumed my energies with your manipulative ways. I always asked you Am I not enough for you. You said Babe, you're the one who owns me, you know my heart I am all yours. I felt for your every word. I put you first in every thing that occurred.

I ignored the red flags because I was blind sided by your love. No my Man is fighting his way through for me. He will stand his ground for me. My friends and family were stopping me not to fall for a Monster like you because you ripped my heart right through. 

Countless efforts I did for you, shredded my self respect in pieces for you. Believed you with all my heart oh God was I fool for you. Toxicity and exploitation were your main weapons all you ever did was bring me down and then shower me with words to get your way through to whatever you desired.

Sleepless nights I had for you. Prayed to the Lord to protect you from harms way and make my wish come true of you waiting on the aisle for me while I enter in church seeing my Monster crying for me and a union like no other. 

God protected me from you. You were always one step ahead from me, my innocence could not see the devil hidden beneath those sheets. I waited patiently, I fought my way through for you. I am glad I dogged a bullet and the blurriness of lies that were on my eyes the toxicity of your presences, your words of demise, your fake love, your cunning ways to always make me regret my thoughts, my opinions. I am glad i am saved though at this very moment my heart is pleading and the pain I am going through is mortifying numbness in my senses. Loss of appetite, drainage of hope and loss of love is like being stabbed by thousands of knives in one second.

Your love was addicting, maybe you were true in your feelings for a moment. But this is not love if it cannot stand the test of times and leave one hanging with false hopes and a depressed heart. I don't regret falling in love with you some people fall in love with the wrong people at times to see and understand the love that is forth to enter the beginning of something beautiful. I believe in the plans of the higher power, I believe in myself I will get through this because at the end it's better for me that's the Morale of the Story.