"Dancing in Between"

 Overwhelmed by my anxiety

The past is not securing away in my memories

Wishing so hard to let it go

Heard inspirational quotes when the dark wind blows

Whispering my cries in the air

It becomes toxic every night my dear

To torture myself by the pain that doesn't seems to vanish soon

We are complex, we are complicated

Sometimes we just need to pull each other through

So many emotions are surfing and 

We're a mess when the tides are crushing

We considered each other the source of our delicate vulnerabilities 

The hurt that comes along when I reminisce over your infidelities

I still try to understand your point of view

As your sweetest actions still keep me glued

Should I allow you redemption ?

Or should I free myself from this perception

To keep my believe and heal our love to reignite the light of affection !!