Finally letting you go

 

This forever will be a wish in my heart to see you waiting for me as i walk down the aisle to be one in Holy Matrimony. To be yours one and truly. But, God had different plans He gave you multiple chances to set the truth free you ignored our loved and moved on leaving me depressed and complexed i was so broken i use to doubt myself maybe i am wrong, what have i done, what is my mistake that you gave up on us so easily. Questioned my looks, my self esteemed went downhill. I started doubting myself and was unable to make decision i judged my judgements and Lord knows still kept my faith in you hoping you’ll fight the universe for me. I cried a river for you shed tears of blood while praying begging God to make us one. I know, you’ll be marrying someone else, this year or soon my wish is going to be fulfilled by someone else. I am preparing myself for this acceptance and finally thanking my Lord that i saw the real you. The real you who is a coward, the real you who is not worthy to deserve even my tears. Sometimes we forget that God’s plan our far better than our thoughts. I used to plead for you down on my knees my hands crossed in prayers and my eyes swollen while weeping for you. I know my Lord has good excellent plans and He wanted to show me how can i love a man like you not willing to even risk telling the truth. You cheated on me, you lied, and i forgave you. I still forgive you and hope that you be honest to the one you’re going to marry give her all the happiness that you once just faked. Time will heal my wounds and soon you’ll see me falling in Love with someone who is worthy of me and my sincerity. You might think I am the one who lost you, But its You who lost a person willingly to walk down to the wraths of earths and still love you endlessly. I gave you my all and You know this truth. I pray for your happiness and wish you luck. But never be the guy again who lies and betrays just to see what he can get from others. #Finallylettingyougo #Healing #Iamworthmuch more.