Diary of an Introvert

 Confessions and promises she made in the past went in vain, Because she kept coming back to the person, she wasn't ready to accept the first time she doubted his actions. Gave him multiple chances poured her heart for him. Allowed him to disrespect her several times and most recently as well.  Knew within herself that he was not good for her, had all the reasons to end but something within her was so afraid to let him go. She allowed him to abuse her emotionally to such extreme levels that she was blinded to tell any difference between wrong or right. Love is kind and patient and endures every storm with this hope she hanged onto their bond but the honest truth is actually the reality of acceptance and knowing how the other person makes you feel. If without them you feel empty and with them you still feel the same than you're severely damaging your self-esteem and knowing all this still she was deep sea diving in hopes someday the sails would be easy. Read quotes, preached ot...

  “Our bodies move together To the rhythm of this night Glistening with the stars in the sky  You whisper closely as our love brews in the mid-summer so high  Bare skin, passion wildering intensely Watching you watching me desires increasing immensely Love catches fire in our hearts Waiting to unleash the sparks that arched Bend me over, do as you please I crave for your touch, your warmth so sweet To continue our kisses that keep me heavenly blissed”.  

 Overwhelmed by my anxiety The past is not securing away in my memories Wishing so hard to let it go Heard inspirational quotes when the dark wind blows Whispering my cries in the air It becomes toxic every night my dear To torture myself by the pain that doesn't seems to vanish soon We are complex, we are complicated Sometimes we just need to pull each other through So many emotions are surfing and  We're a mess when the tides are crushing We considered each other the source of our delicate vulnerabilities  The hurt that comes along when I reminisce over your infidelities I still try to understand your point of view As your sweetest actions still keep me glued Should I allow you redemption ? Or should I free myself from this perception To keep my believe and heal our love to reignite the light of affection !!