Diary of an Introvert

  I was chasing something so unknown Afraid to loose it, I held it too close Not knowing it was breaking me everyday, I never for once allowed myself to let go. You found me when I was on my low,  My doubts let loose, when you hold me safely in your arms God's plan was so special, I was blind to recognize such a beautiful union.  Thankyou, for being my forever, Your smile, your sincerity, your unconditional love has melted away my insecurities An amazing grace has filled my heart and only gratitude is flowing You're my sunshine i seek light from in my darkest moments You're my hope and love i longed for so deep. 

  Hello, beautiful souls. It's been a while since my last expression. I saw this verse and upon reading it i felt it in my heart to share with you all. The Lord indeed works in mysterious ways, and there is no doubt our strength comes from the Almighty no matter what the problem is trust His process and He will make sure to get you through. over the years i cried and complained but never gave praises and thanks. But what i am today is because of Him. He has been with me through out and have carried me on eagle wings. The years have been difficult but there was always a way out. As i am writing this i am not sure who needs to hear it; but believe in your prayers and as always trust His process don't interrupt with your doubts and assumptions. Let things flow, you cannot be the master of everything, we are not perfect and the urge we all have to show case our perfectionism is too hefty and burdening. Learn from your mistakes, and move forward and above all try becoming a good hum...

  I always use to dream about travelling with my friends and experiencing the beauty of Pakistan. It all seemed so surreal when the fantasy turned into reality.  I was speechless and felt an amazing sense of gratitude that no matter how and what we plan. God’s timing is always on point, keep patience and keep faith and see how the Almighty unravels His plans for you.  You might be holding onto things, individuals that He wishes for you to eliminate from your life. Trust in Him because the Lord has bigger purpose for you. He saw and listened to things, you never could, He was part of the conversations in which you would suffer. I understand it might be rough but believe in yourself and trust the process. This dream of mine i manifested for years had different plans but i am glad this trip was with my best buddies who mean the world to me @MariamShahid and  Ayesha Aziz  thank you no matter wherever i am in life i am never going to forget these two chipmunks 😁😋....

  Morning, wonderful souls, the month of Feb always brings shine in every human being's eyes as their hearts are filled with love and there's magic in the air. Fantasying like a hopeless romantic but what  can we do we all are a tad bit romantic.  This year celebrate friendship and appreciate your loved one's that were with you all along and never let you drowned.  Through your hardest battles stood firmly, fought every individual that made you feel unworthy and held you in their arms when you cried like a baby.  Soulmates are often friends and the one's that keep you grounded are the one's to be cherished forever.  #happyvalentine'sday #celebratefriendship #loveeverymoment #2023

 As we are moving forward we often forget how lonely we are becoming. We always assume someone has it all but trust me no one knows what goes behind those dark walls.  Please don’t create false perceptions and never judge. Check on your loved one’s and be their hearing aid. Conversations in these times is crucial as we cannot spare time for the one’s we love but pretentious behavior is all we are up for.  Provide support and start by being compassionate. Words can be hurtful just be mindful. I too am learning anger is a very distinctive emotion but as i grow older i am realizing how much we need each other.  #checkonyourpeople #becompassionate #energyhealing #mindfulness #counseling #personaldevelopment #gratitude #love 💜

  Hello beautiful people, welcome to 2023, I know it's a bit late to say Happy New Year folks but after a long break, writing my first ever post is truly exceptional. Firstly, a big heartfelt gratitude to all my readers out there and for appreciating my expressions. The title says it all, often times we pin healing only related to physical being but it has so much more to offer. The past year and the years before that i saw myself going through a downward spiral in life as a part of me was stuck in the superficial realm of becoming someone else, someone who has approval of everyone, someone who is flawless and is doing everything in her power to be accepted. Trust me when i say this it burnt me, it was exhausting to put up an act that wasn't true. The Sana i know has flaws, she appreciates honesty and dislikes being fake but i couldn't help but fall back into the same patterns, same mindset of portraying someone who knows it all. I could see similarity in my actions, i coul...

 2022 has been the most amazing year, it made me realize a number of things. Opened my eyes to the abuse i was blind to see and acknowledge.  I promised myself when i entered 2022, i would not indulge or be involved in anything that makes me lose my self worth, is dangerous to my mental health. But i failed miserably and ended up getting my heart and my mind crushing.  Not only i lost the dream or should i say an illusion of an image i was holding onto but i believe God needed me to see my worth and made me understand how i can restore my peace by just letting go.  I preached in my blogs but i felt like an hypocrite as i never actually implemented the same on my life. I was miserable, suffocated and toxic to the brim being in a relationship where i adapted to being a pleaser and was always giving thinking in anything and everything would show the other person to love me more.  All in all i was losing myself, i hated the person i was becoming and always questione...