Memoir of a Lost Love !
I am emotional hell lot emotional, but I try not to be sensitive and put on my mask that covers my realities why I do this I don't know. I fell in love with you for the very first time because love scared me but you came into my life unexpectedly and God knows in two months I was head over heels for you but I pushed you away because you had the ability to suppress my walls and lower my guards this amazing power you had over me made me feel weak in my eyes and I couldn't bare someone taking control over me, so I let you slide away. I am a complicated person and so were you, but you were slowly untying my knots I hate to accept this but I loved it. You made me appreciate my body, my insecurities all gone when we talk, you made me strong and discussed my fears I felt your love going through my veins when you could figure out my words in my silences. I gave you this right because I wanted to, I gave you my love because I wanted to. You were like a wish that came true but I guess wi...